03.03.2017 am i actively self-destructing? why am i not keeping up with things? why do i weep? so many aches and nothing to do about them. i feel so heavy, as if my bones are heavy granite and my eyelids are steel doors meant to close. i can never write,

03.03.2017 am i actively self-destructing? why am i not keeping up with things? why do i weep? so many aches and nothing to do about them. i feel so heavy, as if my bones are heavy granite and my eyelids are steel doors meant to close. i can never write,

tags: , this is me,bloody hell,

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